Alhamdulillah it has been a great 15 days in Ramadhan kan ma shaa Allah. I hope we can fulfil our ultimate wishes on becoming a better person during this Ramadhan cuz cmon boi we only get to see this holy month once a year kot huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh. Its 10th of June today and I am left with 2 more papers and iA I will be home by next week yay!
So how was Ramadhan so far?
My Ramadhan is such a bless! I have a planned on I want to khatam Quran by the end of Ramadhan hehehheheheh (please make du'a for me may you have a bless ramadhan ameen!). The way on how to finish reading the whole Quran is simple je actually, lagi-lagi kalau you lelaki sebab you mana period kan so dia cam you tak payah nak susah-susah terkejar-kejar your tajweed la, serabut nak masak la apa la kan ok atodia im so into this. So camni, I already had a vision before Ramadhan lagi yang by 15th Ramadhan, I need to finish separuh dari Quran tu and alhamdulillah I did yay :') Its just that I need to speed up sbb I am going to get my period soon soooooooo thats why I said if you were a man, you tak payah serabut terkejar-kejar pun hahahhhahhahah what a special creature Allah made you guys.
Besides from khatam Quran, I also wanted to be better than I used to behave. The Quran really helps me, like literally a lot! From reciting the Quran, I get to control my emotions, my sabr, my mouth, my personality memang cam everything started from the Quran. Dia cam triggered hahhahahhah. From the past past past Ramadhan, never have I bothered to khatam the Quran and the only thing I wanted to do was to fit in, and so I joined the tadarus but I am not into khatam-ing the Quran pun. Ye kau tak percaya kan tapi aku serious. I am not that good pun, its just people asyik see me from my outer layer so they keep on seeing my perfections instead of my flaws.
My decision on becoming a better person didnt took me like 2 days guys please. If you guys want to know, I barely read the Quran when I was younger and last year was my very first time khatam the Quran at the age of 19, yes very late I know. I had my ups and downs, and still I did. I get the education, I totally get it. I know how to pray, I know how to read Quran with tajweed, I know how to recite everything but you know, I forgot to seek for Him.
Upon my past, I tagged along with Ramadhan. I just love Ramadhan, the way it is. I reunite myself and Quran during Ramadhan too! I would probably still lost now if someone didnt grab me then. I know some might see me as I am way better than them, tapi tu la, I am just like you guys. I used to be a sinner and I still do. But one thing for sure, I would never give up on changing myself for a better me.
Remember to purify your niat tu je sebenarnya and please tag along with good people like even if you cant pun, kawan je dengan saya sebab saya pun lemas gak kenkadang kawan dengan yang baik je hhahhahahahhahahahahhahahahha ok glub glub glub. Dia macam kalau you are bad and I am just like you, why cant we be friends and change for the better version of us kan? Ya atodia glub glub glub bye everyone salam ramadhan may this Ramadhan going to be the coolest Ramadhan for you and your love ones yay!