Hi, do you ever have a thought on getting yourself back together sbb you just ruined your life?
Let's rewind everything.
As usual, I thought beauty was the main factor to be extra special and spicy (lol?).
And I thought winning someone's heart could make my heart flustered forever.
And again I thought being extra makes a woman's job turned out easier.
Again I thought falling in love was the main idea of getting to a perfect ending.
But I have never felt I had enough. Do you?
I thought if I were to feel I am THE spotlight, I need to be extra.
(sigh) I am not sure what just happened.
My current situation now is I want to be people's favourite choice.
-Ok that was awkward & stupid-
Let me brief you about my extra and my spicy (wait what?)
I once had this thought of dating a married man.
I also had a thought of wearing black makes me look sassy.
And a thought on impromptu actions were legit could give me the greatest personality.
-That was like some sort of bodo punya speech do-
One thing that I am sure about myself is I hate being compared.
I started being someone else.
Wait why is that?
Because you will never understand and I will never give you the opportunity to understand me.
And so, I acted cool. And sassy.
Dunya is a very challenging puzzle kan? huhu.
Even I do not how to figure out my personality until now.
Tapi ingat satu je la eh (olweyz),
All the ni'mah that was given and will be given is a blessing from Allah swt.
Nak contemplate, contemplate je la tapi jangan sampai datang mudorat lak huhu bye xo