The plan was I wanted to eat rice once in a week which is either on Sunday or Wednesday in order to maintain my weight because you know white rice are high in carbs.
So, today, the plan had crashed.
I am sorry for my body because I could not take care of you like how I managed to do it previously. With all due respect, I am truly sorry.
It was today, this morning to be exact, there was a friend of mine walking behind me after the class ended. It was only a short conversation & I get distracted by that until now. I didn’t pay attention in classes today to be exact.
It was not a very big deal. Ya after all the hardwork that I made throughout the year and there was someone who were getting on my way. She was getting on my nerve! and still am.
Someone who knew about my struggle before but still gave me that “bitch” face thing whenever she scanned my body thoroughly. I do not know why on earth people could judge other people as if we are not compatible compared to them.
To be fit and healthy takes time. Running and cardio-ing for two hours & injured both of your hamstrings every weekend are serious. But still, people do complain. They make us feel as if we are not making any changes for our body and the future.
I admit that I am still at a point where no man would ever ask for a date. But I don’t care as long as I have the strong wills to continue and finish this small journey towards success.
Ya, I won’t give up.