So i guess it was really a huge transformation for me, i know when we were getting bigger (older here) means that we can think beyond anything that we can imagine, matured, wise and i dont know what words am i supposed to put anymore ok whtevr. From what ive learnt, my past was really bad. Im so not a human can describe type back then//hulamak!haha//
From there, i tried to improve. It took awhile since im a bad kid, well you know when you get attached with bad friends and bad environment you will get the bad influences from them though. The attitude of being bad lasted for quite a long time.
Alhamdulillah sekarang, I have learnt to accept the fact that heaven and hell are totally two different places. I always get the imagination of how will i walk across the 'titian siratulmustaqim', am i going to fall (hell) or am i going to survive. Allahu, i am totally regret about what i have done to myself--ya allah i am so cruel.
You should improve from your past. Be more good if you think you are good enough, be kind, be helpful, be patience, be positive, be rational, be someone who has a very clear vision.
Because the dunya was created for you so that you can prepare yourself for the akhirah--
Lets fight for our jannah ya ikhwan wa akhwat!